My mommy was my whole life. It was an honor & a privilege to take care of her. I love her & miss her more than anything in the world. I don't know how to live life without her. I'm so lost & lonely. I just keep praying to God to help get me through each day. The pain that I feel inside hurts so much. I talk to her all the time, I pray that she is with me in spirit & that she is watching over me.
It's been 4 weeks and its still so hard, I find myself crying all the time. I didn't realize how much I really needed her in my life till she was gone. we were really close, she was my best friend but pulled away a few months before and didn't understand why. I'm 30 yrs old and still need her so bad. I just don't know what to do. I'm waiting for this pain to ease but don't know that it ever will.
It's been 4 weeks and its still so hard, I find myself crying all the time. I didn't realize how much I really needed her in my life till she was gone. we were really close, she was my best friend but pulled away a few months before and didn't understand why. I'm 30 yrs old and still need her so bad. I just don't know what to do. I'm waiting for this pain to ease but don't know that it ever will.
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